worry

yes okay i know i am ridiculously screwed up but why do people feel the need to worry about me? worry about your own damn lives! it just makes me feel worse to know that i'm on your mind and that you don't think i'm okay. i have less than a week till spring break and i am handling things as well as i possibly can. stop distracting me from it by saying you're worried because I ALREADY KNOW YOU ARE SO AM I GODDAMNIT I CANNOT HELP THE SHIT THAT IS GOING ON IN MY LIFE.
it feels better to get that out. but seriously, people need to stop worrying about me. it bothers me.