Thursday, November 13, 2008

fail.

at least there's no need to lie to myself anymore. at least you were nice about it.
but part of me still wishes i hadn't asked. "i do still want to be friends." i know, and i'm glad that you do because it would make life worse if you didn't, but really do you think that could make it hurt any less?
how do i let go of what i so dearly wanted?
it obviously wasn't meant to be? can't help. can't change that you're so much of what i want and none of what i don't. can't change anything.
do i still have my dignity if you don't see me cry?

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