Sunday, January 18, 2009

i need to tell you

...that i'm not a fragile little girl to crawl into your arms at the first sign of trouble. i was broken, i've been mended bit by bit, but i am not fragile.
...that i am trying not to judge you, but it is difficult.
...that i am not deliberately being an antisocial wart.
...that my mind is not as far in the gutter as i pretend.
...that i have a vast inferiority complex and it is partially due to you.
...that i think i might love you, but i'm too afraid to say it in case something goes wrong.
...that you have been the cause of a good many of my issues in the past but i am myself nonetheless and i forgive you for it.
...that someday i will be able to open up to you face to face and really talk to you.

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